SHIT. What the heck am I even thinking about. Why did it have to happen again.

No, I can't go through it another time. I really can't. I lost control of myself again and I'm gonna have to go through all of it again. I thought I'd overcome it already, but it seems that I haven't.

Why...... I don't get it. Why did it have to happen again. I'm so lost and its hurting me on the inside.

My life is a real mess right now.

Just,
hui

Phantomrider - Tokio Hotel ♥

Gas and blood
Is all I've got
In you I trust
The final exit's passing by
The wheels run free under me
It's you I feel
A million sparks are falling down
I turn the wheel around

Kiss me goodbye, into the light
Like a phantomrider
I'm dying tonight
So dark and cold
I drive alone
Like a phantomrider
Can't make it all on my own.

Promises, I scratched so deep
in your empty seat
The sky is turning upside down
I turn the wheel around

Kiss me goodbye, into the light
like a Phantomrider
I'm dying tonight
So dark and cold
I drive alone
like a Phantomrider
Can't make it all on my own
Can't make it all on my own.

I don't know your name
but still believe
Now it's time for you and me
Time for you and me
The time for you and me

Now I'm here
No more fears
Angel don't you cry
I'll meet you on the other side
Goodbye
into the light
Like a Phantomrider
I'm dying tonight
So dark and cold
I drive alone like a phantomrider
Can make it all on my own.
Hey!
Im here
With you
I am here, here
leave me alone
a phantomrider
always die on thier own

Just,
hui ♥

Pyramid!

Went to Pyramid today with Jun Yi for ice skating. We skated for like 2 hours and Jun is a pro at skating and I was like the dumbass being pulled around. It was fun though. And I fell 3 times!! xD By the way, we met Jing Xuan there and the skating ring was crowded.

Just,
hui

What other people think about us, is not that important. Whats important, is what we think about ourselves.

If others can't accept us as who we are, then they certainly don't deserve to be with us or be our friends.

Just,
hui