LAST DAY BEFORE THE RAYA HOLS

yay, today is the last day of school before the raya hols. actually, tomorrow we are supposed to go school, but then the radio, newspaper and the news on tv announced this morning that tomorrow don't need to go school. so don't need to go lor. yipee....

next, i am happy coz i'm going to Australia this Saturday and then coming back on the day before the exams. wohoo, shioknya.... then go there gonna buy lots of souvenirs for my friends and i. muahahahaha, happynya gua. but then while we're in Australia, get to go to Melbourne only coz sis's graduation is on thursday. that's the sad part.

oh well, nvm, at least i still got to go outstation(dunno got spell wrong anot. hehe).

I LOVE TAEKWONDO

weeee.... i really love taekwondo. i love it so much. ooh, i siao already. but it's true you know. and today's training was so damn fun. i can't wait for the next training session. and.... something else....

oh, and i hurt my baby finger again. which is the third time already. gosh, it hurts.

LONELY

i don't know why am i feeling so lonely....

no one understands my feelings. no one even knows who i am.... i wish i could change my whole life and start off as a new person....

LoNeLY and SaD....

REGRET

i really regretted ever doing it, and i am so sorry. i could not believe my self that i have done it, and i feel so bad. so, please, forgive me. i did not mean to do it, but somehow, somehow, it juz came out of me that way. i feel so bad and sad and mad at my self becoz of it.

i hope that you will understand....

and right now even while i am writing this post, i feel like murdering my self for being a, a, a, a,....

i seriously hope that you will forgive me....

EXAMS

darn it, exams again, and they're juz round the corner too. we only have three weeks to study and the teachers haven't even finish teaching for 2 weeks in school and the next week is the holidays(so no school la). omg.... i hope that i can get an average of about 70. and then there's chinese, malay, arts and history, which i suck at a lot. well, i really hope that my maths can pull my average marks higher a little. HoPe. juz HoPiNG. but if it really did happen, then it will be way much better off. rawrrrr.... i feel like shouting out loud. it's driving me nuts.

oh, someone pls help me.............................